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I.
Apology.
[Translated by the Rev. S. Thelwall,
Late Scholar of Christ’s College, Cantab.]
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The Apology.77
77 [Great diversity
exists among the critics as to the date of this Apology; see Kaye, pp.
xvi. 48, 65. Mosheim says, a.d. 198, Kaye
a.d. 204.] |
Chapter I.
Rulers of the Roman
Empire, if, seated for the administration of justice on your lofty
tribunal, under the gaze of every eye, and occupying there all but the
highest position in the state, you may not openly inquire into and sift
before the world the real truth in regard to the charges made against
the Christians; if in this case alone you are afraid or ashamed to
exercise your authority in making public inquiry with the carefulness
which becomes justice; if, finally, the extreme severities inflicted on
our people in recently private judgments, stand in the way of our being
permitted to defend ourselves before you, you cannot surely forbid the
Truth to reach your ears by the secret pathway of a noiseless
book.78 She has no appeals to make to you in regard of
her condition, for that does not excite her wonder. She knows that she
is but a sojourner on the earth, and that among strangers she naturally
finds foes; and more than this, that her origin, her dwelling-place,
her hope, her recompense, her honours, are above. One thing, meanwhile,
she anxiously desires of earthly rulers—not to be condemned
unknown. What harm can it do to the laws, supreme in their domain, to
give her a hearing? Nay, for that part of it, will not their
absolute supremacy be more conspicuous in their condemning her, even
after she has made her plea? But if, unheard, sentence is pronounced
against her, besides the odium of an unjust deed, you will incur the
merited suspicion of doing it with some idea that it is unjust, as not
wishing to hear what you may not be able to hear and condemn. We
lay this before you as the first ground on which we urge that your
hatred to the name of Christian is unjust. And the very reason
which seems to excuse this injustice (I mean ignorance) at once
aggravates and convicts it. For what is there more unfair than to
hate a thing of which you know nothing, even though it deserve to be
hated? Hatred is only merited when it is known to be
merited. But without that knowledge, whence is its justice to be
vindicated? for that is to be proved, not from the mere fact that an
aversion exists, but from acquaintance with the subject. When men,
then, give way to a dislike simply because they are entirely ignorant
of the nature of the thing disliked, why may it not be precisely the
very sort of thing they should not dislike? So we maintain that they
are both ignorant while they hate us, and hate us unrighteously while
they continue in ignorance, the one thing being the result of the other
either way of it. The proof of their ignorance, at once condemning and
excusing their injustice, is this, that those who once hated
Christianity because they knew nothing about it, no sooner come to know
it than they all lay down at once their enmity. From being its
haters they become its disciples. By simply getting acquainted with it,
they begin now to hate what they had formerly been, and to profess what
they had formerly hated; and their numbers are as great as are laid to
our charge. The outcry is that the State is filled with
Christians—that they are in the fields, in the citadels, in the
islands: they make lamentation, as for some calamity, that both sexes,
every age and condition, even high rank, are passing over to the
profession of the Christian faith; and yet for all, their minds are not
awakened to the thought of some good they have failed to notice in it.
They must not allow any truer suspicions to cross their minds; they
have no desire to make
closer trial. Here alone the curiosity of human nature slumbers. They
like to be ignorant, though to others the knowledge has been
bliss. Anacharsis reproved the rude venturing to criticise the
cultured; how much more this judging of those who know, by men who are
entirely ignorant, might he have denounced! Because they already
dislike, they want to know no more. Thus they prejudge that of
which they are ignorant to be such, that, if they came to know it, it
could no longer be the object of their aversion; since, if inquiry
finds nothing worthy of dislike, it is certainly proper to cease from
an unjust dislike, while if its bad character comes plainly out,
instead of the detestation entertained for it being thus diminished, a
stronger reason for perseverance in that detestation is obtained, even
under the authority of justice itself. But, says one, a thing is not
good merely because multitudes go over to it; for how many have the
bent of their nature towards whatever is bad! how many go astray into
ways of error! It is undoubted. Yet a thing that is thoroughly evil,
not even those whom it carries away venture to defend as good. Nature
throws a veil either of fear or shame over all evil. For instance, you
find that criminals are eager to conceal themselves, avoid appearing in
public, are in trepidation when they are caught, deny their guilt, when
they are accused; even when they are put to the rack, they do not
easily or always confess; when there is no doubt about their
condemnation, they grieve for what they have done. In their
self-communings they admit their being impelled by sinful dispositions,
but they lay the blame either on fate or on the stars. They are
unwilling to acknowledge that the thing is theirs, because they own
that it is wicked. But what is there like this in the Christian’s
case? The only shame or regret he feels, is at not having been a
Christian earlier. If he is pointed out, he glories in it; if he is
accused, he offers no defence; interrogated, he makes voluntary
confession; condemned he renders thanks. What sort of evil thing is
this, which wants all the ordinary peculiarities of evil—fear,
shame, subterfuge, penitence, lamenting? What! is that a crime in
which the criminal rejoices? to be accused of which is his ardent wish,
to be punished for which is his felicity? You cannot call it madness,
you who stand convicted of knowing nothing of the matter.E.C.F. INDEX & SEARCH
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