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5. But the devil, who
hates and envies what is good, could not endure to see such a
resolution in a youth, but endeavoured to carry out against him what he
had been wont to effect against others. First of all he tried to lead
him away from the discipline, whispering to him the remembrance of
his wealth, care for his sister,
claims of kindred, love of money, love of glory, the various pleasures
of the table and the other relaxations of life, and at last the
difficulty of virtue and the labour of it; he suggested also the
infirmity of the body and the length of the time. In a word he raised
in his mind a great dust of debate, wishing to debar him from his
settled purpose. But when the enemy saw himself to be too weak for
Antony’s determination, and that he rather was conquered by the
other’s firmness, overthrown by his great faith and falling
through his constant prayers, then at length putting his trust in the
weapons which are999
999 Job xl. 16 (v. 11,
LXX): the descriptions of behemoth and leviathan are allegorically
referred to Satan, cf. Orat. i. 1, note 5. and below, §24,
Ep. Æg. 3. | ‘in the navel
of his belly’ and boasting in them—for they are his first
snare for the young—he attacked the young man, disturbing him by
night and harassing him by day, so that even the onlookers saw the
struggle which was going on between them. The one would suggest foul
thoughts and the other counter them with prayers: the one fire him with
lust, the other, as one who seemed to blush, fortify his body with
faith, prayers, and fasting. And the devil, unhappy wight, one night
even took upon him the shape of a woman and imitated all her acts
simply to beguile Antony. But he, his mind filled with Christ and the
nobility inspired by Him, and considering the spirituality of the soul,
quenched the coal of the other’s deceit. Again the enemy
suggested the ease of pleasure. But he like a man filled with rage and
grief turned his thoughts to the threatened fire and the gnawing worm,
and setting these in array against his adversary, passed through the
temptation unscathed. All this was a source of shame to his foe. For
he, deeming himself like God, was now mocked by a young man; and he who
boasted himself against flesh and blood was being put to flight by a
man in the flesh. For the Lord was working with Antony—the Lord
who for our sake took flesh1000
1000 Cf.
de Incar. 8. 2; 10. 5. | and gave the body
victory over the devil, so that all who truly fight can say1001 , ‘not I but the grace of God which was
with me.’
6. At last when the dragon could not even thus
overthrow Antony, but saw himself thrust out of his heart, gnashing his
teeth as it is written, and as it were beside himself, he appeared to
Antony like a black boy, taking a visible shape1002
1002 For
visible appearances of devils, see ‘Phantasms of the
Living,’ vol. 2, p. 266, &c. (Trübner, 1886). | in
accordance with the colour of his mind. And cringing to him, as it
were, he plied him with thoughts no longer, for guileful as he was, he
had been worsted, but at last spoke in human voice and said,
‘Many I deceived, many I cast down; but now attacking thee and
thy labours as I had many others, I proved weak.’ When Antony
asked, Who art thou who speakest thus with me? he answered with a
lamentable voice, ‘I am the friend of whoredom, and have taken
upon me incitements which lead to it against the young. I am called the
spirit of lust. How many have I deceived who wished to live soberly,
how many are the chaste whom by my incitements I have over-persuaded! I
am he on account of whom also the prophet reproves those who have
fallen, saying1003 , “Ye have
been caused to err by the spirit of whoredom.” For by me they
have been tripped up. I am he who have so often troubled thee and have
so often been overthrown by thee.’ But Antony having given thanks
to the Lord, with good courage said to him, ‘Thou art very
despicable then, for thou art black-hearted and weak as a child.
Henceforth I shall have no trouble from thee1004 ,
“for the Lord is my helper, and I shall look down on mine
enemies.”’ Having heard this, the black one straightway
fled, shuddering at the words and dreading any longer even to come near
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