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Chapter II.—He Begs of God that
Through the Holy Scriptures He May Be Led to Truth.
2. But when shall I suffice with the tongue of
my pen to express all Thy exhortations, and all Thy terrors, and
comforts, and guidances, whereby Thou hast led me to preach Thy
Word and to dispense Thy Sacrament1003
1003 He very touchingly alludes in Serm. ccclv.
2 to the way in which he was forced against his will (as was
frequently the custom in those days), first, to become a presbyter
(A.D. 391), and, four years later,
coadjutor to Valerius, Bishop of Hippo (Ep. xxxi. 4, and
Ep. ccxiii. 4), whom on his death he succeeded. His own wish
was to establish a monastery, and to this end he sold his
patrimony, “which consisted of only a few small fields”
(Ep. cxxvi. 7). He absolutely dreaded to become a bishop,
and as he knew his name was highly esteemed in the Church, he
avoided cities in which the see was vacant. His former backsliding
had made him humble; and he tells us in the sermon above referred
to, “Cavebam hoc, et agebam quantam poteram, ut in loco humili
salvarer ne in alto periclitarer.” Augustin also alludes
to his ordination in Ep. xxi., addressed to Bishop
Valerius. | unto Thy people? And if I suffice
to utter these things in order, the drops1004
1004 “He alludes to the hour-glasses of his time,
which went by water, as ours do now by sand.”—W. W. | of time are dear to me. Long time
have I burned to meditate in Thy law, and in it to confess to Thee
my knowledge and ignorance, the beginning of Thine enlightening,
and the remains of my darkness, until infirmity be swallowed up by
strength. And I would not that to aught else those hours should
flow away, which I find free from the necessities of refreshing my
body, and the care of my mind, and of the service which we owe to
men, and which, though we owe not, even yet we pay.1005
1005 Augustin, in common with other bishops, had his
time much invaded by those who sought his arbitration or judicial
decision in secular matters, and in his De Op. Monach. sec.
37, he says, what many who have much mental toil will readily
appreciate, that he would rather have spent the time not occupied
in prayer and the study of the Scriptures in working with his
hands, as did the monks, than have to bear these
tumultuosissimas perplexitates. In the year 426 we find him
(Ep. ccxiii) designating Eraclius, in public assembly, as
his successor in the see, and to relieve him (though, meanwhile,
remaining a presbyter) of these anxious duties. See vi. sec. 15,
and note 1, above; and also ibid. sec. 3. |
3. O Lord my God, hear my prayer, and let Thy
mercy regard my longing, since it bums not for myself alone, but
because it desires to benefit brotherly charity; and Thou seest
into my heart, that so it is. I would sacrifice to Thee the service
of my thought and tongue; and do Thou give what I may offer unto
Thee. For “I am poor and needy,”1006 Thou rich unto all that call upon
Thee,1007 who free
from care carest for us. Circumcise from all rashness and
from all lying my
inward and outward lips.1008 Let Thy Scriptures be my chaste
delights. Neither let me be deceived in them, nor deceive out of
them.1009
1009 Augustin is always careful to distinguish between
the certain truths of faith and doctrine which all may know, and
the mysteries of Scripture which all have not the ability equally
to apprehend. “Among the things,” he says (De Doctr.
Christ. ii. 14), “that are plainly laid down in Scripture,
are to be found all matters that concern faith, and the manner of
life.” As to the Scriptures that are obscure, he is slow to come
to conclusions, lest he should “be deceived in them or deceive
out of them.” In his De Gen. ad Lit. i. 37, he gives a
useful warning against forcing our own meaning on Scripture in
doubtful questions, and, ibid. viii. 5, we have the
memorable words: “Melius est dubitare de rebus occultis, quam
litigare de incertis.” For examples of how careful he is in such
matters not to go beyond what is written, see his answer to the
question raised by Evodius,—a question which reminds us of
certain modern speculations (see The Unseen Universe, arts.
61, 201, etc.),—whether the soul on departing from the body has
not still a body of some kind, and at least some of the senses
proper to a body; and also (Ep. clxiv.) his endeavours to
unravel Evodius’ difficulties as to Christ’s preaching to the
spirits in prison (1 Pet. iii. 18–21). Similarly, he says, as to
the Antichrist of 2 Thess. ii. 1–7 (De Civ. Dei, xx. 19):
“I frankly confess I know not what he means. I will,
nevertheless, mention such conjectures as I have heard or read.”
See notes, pp. 64 and 92, above. | Lord, hear
and pity, O Lord my God, light of the blind, and strength of the
weak; even also light of those that see, and strength of the
strong, hearken unto my soul, and hear it crying “out of the
depths.”1010 For unless
Thine ears be present in the depths also, whither shall we go?
whither shall we cry? “The day is Thine, and the night also is
Thine.”1011 At Thy nod
the moments flee by. Grant thereof space for our meditations
amongst the hidden things of Thy law, nor close it against us who
knock. For not in vain hast Thou willed that the obscure secret of
so many pages should be written. Nor is it that those forests have
not their harts,1012
1012 Ps. xxix. 9. In his comment on this place
as given in the Old Version, “vox Domini perficientis cervos,”
he makes the forest with its thick darkness to symbolize the
mysteries of Scripture, where the harts ruminating thereon
represent the pious Christian meditating on those mysteries (see
vi. sec. 3, note, above). In this same passage he speaks of those
who are thus being perfected as overcoming the poisoned tongues.
This is an allusion to the fabled power the stags had of enticing
serpents from their holes by their breath, and then destroying
them. Augustin is very fond of this kind of fable from natural
history. In his Enarr. in Ps. cxxix. and cxli., we have
similar allusions to the supposed habits of stags; and,
ibid. ci., we have the well-known fable of the pelican in its
charity reviving its young, and feeding them with its own blood.
This use of fables was very common with the mediæval writers, and
those familiar with the writings of the sixteenth and seventeenth
centuries will recall many illustrations of it amongst the
preachers of those days. | betaking themselves therein, and
ranging, and walking, and feeding, lying down, and ruminating.
Perfect me, O Lord, and reveal them unto me. Behold, Thy voice is
my joy, Thy voice surpasseth the abundance of pleasures. Give that
which I love, for I do love; and this hast Thou given. Abandon not
Thine own gifts, nor despise Thy grass that thirsteth. Let me
confess unto Thee whatsoever I shall have found in Thy books, and
let me hear the voice of praise, and let me imbibe Thee, and
reflect on the wonderful things of Thy law;1013 even from the beginning, wherein
Thou madest the heaven and the earth, unto the everlasting kingdom
of Thy holy city that is with Thee.
4. Lord, have mercy on me and hear my desire.
For I think that it is not of the earth, nor of gold and silver,
and precious stones, nor gorgeous apparel, nor honours and powers,
nor the pleasures of the flesh, nor necessaries for the body, and
this life of our pilgrimage; all which are added to those that seek
Thy kingdom and Thy righteousness.1014 Behold, O Lord my God, whence is
my desire. The unrighteous have told me of delights, but not such
as Thy law, O Lord.1015 Behold whence is my desire.
Behold, Father, look and see, and approve; and let it be pleasing
in the sight of Thy mercy, that I may find grace before Thee, that
the secret things of Thy Word may be opened unto me when I knock.1016
1016 See p. 48, note 5, above. | I beseech,
by our Lord Jesus Christ, Thy Son, “the Man of Thy right hand,
the Son of man, whom Thou madest strong for Thyself,”1017 as Thy
Mediator and ours, through whom Thou hast sought us, although not
seeking Thee, but didst seek us that we might seek Thee,1018
1018 See note 9, p. 74, above. | —Thy Word
through whom Thou hast made all things,1019 and amongst them me also, Thy
Only-begotten, through whom Thou hast called to adoption the
believing people, and therein me also. I beseech Thee through Him,
who sitteth at Thy right hand, and “maketh intercession for
us,”1020 “in whom
are hid all treasures of wisdom and knowledge.”1021 Him1022
1022 Many mss., however, read
ipsos, and not ipsum. | do I seek
in Thy books. Of Him did Moses write;1023 this saith Himself; this saith the
Truth.
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